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t - tilted head - Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 1:38 PM

Saya masih lagi in denial.

Saya akan cuba meng-isolate-kan diri whenever possible. Saya rasa nak ulang-alik dari Semenyih ke KL hari-hari but I can't afford to let myself being crushed inside the train every morning and night. It's gonna be awefully tiring.

Anyways, result's coming out somewhere around this week. Saya nervous. Okay, Finance makes me nervous! And Accounts too.

Okay sambung buat kerja, bye.

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s - shooting the stars, but they're unreachable. - Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 3:28 AM

I wish I can channel all my anger and rage planted inside this head, heart, body and whatnot to prove all of them wrong.

Hmmmm, proving people wrong seems fun. =D

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r - running towards the end, but the end isn't exactly the end. - @ 3:22 AM

It kills me to see myself being affected by petty little things. It kills me to see Them like that. It kills me for not being able to help Them. I wished that I was the same, exact person I was a couple of years ago. But that's silly. Now, the only thing I wish for is some strength to go through all these shit. The strength to tell people to fuck off whenever I feel like to. Kidding, alright. And perhaps the strength of an Ultraman to fight off the little demons inside my head.

I need super power. I want to be like Superman. Postman pun boleh laaaaaaaaaaah.

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q - quatro - Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 5:30 AM

I don't want to live in regrets. But if I were to count the many mistakes that I've made, the ones that have permanently affected the lives of others, I'd probably cry endlessly. Despite the fact that they were the ones who chose the paths and the turns they took in their lives, and whatever yes and not one could ever think of, I still blame myself for being a part of the possibly many reasons why they did what they did. Why. Because I don't like being haunted by Guilt for partially contributing to the sufferings of others.

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p - pigeon - @ 4:37 AM

It's finally the end of semester 1! It's been hectic, waaaaaaay to hectic compared to the previous semesters. Another hectic one awaits, well all know that, but oh well let's just cherish this very moment. My last paper was on a Saturday. And the next semester begins dumdeedum, today. Which is two days after my last paper.

Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. *chant with me*. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great.

Well, life IS great.

But I can't wait to enter Prof B's class though. I have a feeling that it's gonna be interesting.

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o - omai - Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 9:02 AM

All I need for now is strength.

I'm not asking for more.

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n - namaste - Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 2:16 AM

I was on the verge of telling a girl to fuck off, but I didn't though. But it brought back some memories during my childhood - why I hated being a girl, too much that it affected me in too many ways.

That thing aside, I feel so empty right now. Like SERIOUSLY EMPTY and it's killing me and I fucking kid you not. I hate this feeling. My heart feels so hollow. And empty. I tried doing many things to fill it. I guess it worked only for a while. And it happened again.

My head is about to explode. I'm thinking way too much.

I feel like punching someone.

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m - mac and cheese for me - Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 1:30 AM

I think this exam is physically, mentally, and emotionally draining me out. Well, not just that, the way I de-stress myself is freaking myself out and might even annoy some people but oh well, please bare with it for just a couple of weeks. But I guess googoogaga-ing over Aladdin with Pomfret the Lesbian Partner is way better than being depressed, aye?

Toldjah, I'm not okay.

But I laugh all the time so that might er, be a good thing?

Have a fun-filled weekend, people.
I'll try to have a productive weekend. That means studying. Bzzzzt.

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l - lurking - Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 3:23 PM

It's a whole new year but I have a feeling that I'm still the sappy kid I used to be. And I really thought I've gotten rid of it. Haha.

Anyway, a day before the arrival of the new year was somehow, unexpected. It was purely enjoyable but in a random and odd way. I had fun :D By the by, have a merry year ahead :) May Allah bless each and everyone of you and may this year be a better year for everyone of us.

Resolution? ALADDIN PLEASE HAHAHAHA. Tak main-main lah.

Okay Aez and Nawal, you're granted the permission to slap me real tight if I'm being too annoying.

:)

Happy 2010.

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k - i need Koffee! - Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 2:04 AM

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t - tilted head - Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 1:38 PM

Saya masih lagi in denial.

Saya akan cuba meng-isolate-kan diri whenever possible. Saya rasa nak ulang-alik dari Semenyih ke KL hari-hari but I can't afford to let myself being crushed inside the train every morning and night. It's gonna be awefully tiring.

Anyways, result's coming out somewhere around this week. Saya nervous. Okay, Finance makes me nervous! And Accounts too.

Okay sambung buat kerja, bye.

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s - shooting the stars, but they're unreachable. - Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 3:28 AM

I wish I can channel all my anger and rage planted inside this head, heart, body and whatnot to prove all of them wrong.

Hmmmm, proving people wrong seems fun. =D

back to the top?

r - running towards the end, but the end isn't exactly the end. - @ 3:22 AM

It kills me to see myself being affected by petty little things. It kills me to see Them like that. It kills me for not being able to help Them. I wished that I was the same, exact person I was a couple of years ago. But that's silly. Now, the only thing I wish for is some strength to go through all these shit. The strength to tell people to fuck off whenever I feel like to. Kidding, alright. And perhaps the strength of an Ultraman to fight off the little demons inside my head.

I need super power. I want to be like Superman. Postman pun boleh laaaaaaaaaaah.

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q - quatro - Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 5:30 AM

I don't want to live in regrets. But if I were to count the many mistakes that I've made, the ones that have permanently affected the lives of others, I'd probably cry endlessly. Despite the fact that they were the ones who chose the paths and the turns they took in their lives, and whatever yes and not one could ever think of, I still blame myself for being a part of the possibly many reasons why they did what they did. Why. Because I don't like being haunted by Guilt for partially contributing to the sufferings of others.

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p - pigeon - @ 4:37 AM

It's finally the end of semester 1! It's been hectic, waaaaaaay to hectic compared to the previous semesters. Another hectic one awaits, well all know that, but oh well let's just cherish this very moment. My last paper was on a Saturday. And the next semester begins dumdeedum, today. Which is two days after my last paper.

Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. *chant with me*. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great. Life is great.

Well, life IS great.

But I can't wait to enter Prof B's class though. I have a feeling that it's gonna be interesting.

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o - omai - Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 9:02 AM

All I need for now is strength.

I'm not asking for more.

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n - namaste - Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 2:16 AM

I was on the verge of telling a girl to fuck off, but I didn't though. But it brought back some memories during my childhood - why I hated being a girl, too much that it affected me in too many ways.

That thing aside, I feel so empty right now. Like SERIOUSLY EMPTY and it's killing me and I fucking kid you not. I hate this feeling. My heart feels so hollow. And empty. I tried doing many things to fill it. I guess it worked only for a while. And it happened again.

My head is about to explode. I'm thinking way too much.

I feel like punching someone.

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m - mac and cheese for me - Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 1:30 AM

I think this exam is physically, mentally, and emotionally draining me out. Well, not just that, the way I de-stress myself is freaking myself out and might even annoy some people but oh well, please bare with it for just a couple of weeks. But I guess googoogaga-ing over Aladdin with Pomfret the Lesbian Partner is way better than being depressed, aye?

Toldjah, I'm not okay.

But I laugh all the time so that might er, be a good thing?

Have a fun-filled weekend, people.
I'll try to have a productive weekend. That means studying. Bzzzzt.

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l - lurking - Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 3:23 PM

It's a whole new year but I have a feeling that I'm still the sappy kid I used to be. And I really thought I've gotten rid of it. Haha.

Anyway, a day before the arrival of the new year was somehow, unexpected. It was purely enjoyable but in a random and odd way. I had fun :D By the by, have a merry year ahead :) May Allah bless each and everyone of you and may this year be a better year for everyone of us.

Resolution? ALADDIN PLEASE HAHAHAHA. Tak main-main lah.

Okay Aez and Nawal, you're granted the permission to slap me real tight if I'm being too annoying.

:)

Happy 2010.

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k - i need Koffee! - Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 2:04 AM

Source: Comics.com

IMOGEN HEAP! :D

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